With every moment
Hour
Day
I contemplate
On what I said
What I did
What was I expecting?
For what
Was I hoping?
Was it
For the magic
To continue?
For it to grow?
Second thoughts
Giving
My mind a row
Tumbling through
Ego talking
Like it knows
Freezing my heart
I left on my sleeve
Looking
For a little warmth
Just a hug
To ease some slack
On this rope
Tied from mind to heart
As this
Possible future
And Past hurt
Tug of war
Wages on
**This was originally written on 6-26-2011**