In This Moment

In this moment

My heart and head collide

Causing inner turmoil and strife

In that moment

I thought I loved you

Wanted you

Needed you

Then I found you

The hidden you

A person I don’t know

Don’t love

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In this moment

Of turmoil and strife

My head wants routine

This life I’ve come to live

With a person I no longer know

My head rationalizes

My reasons to stay

Here with you

Unhappily married

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In this moment

Of turmoil and strife

My heart pushes and prods

My soul to fight

To live with a smile

In the arms

For which it yearns

To hold on to the magic

My heart thought was lost

The love

For which it truly sought

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In this moment

Where my head and heart collide

I must do my best

To make the turmoil subside

Do I stay with what I’ve always know?

Or do I fight for the love I deserve?